Monthly Archives: March 2008

It was one of those mornings where I had signed up for a class the previous day and didnot know where the class room is. I know the building and I know the room number, but I have never been there. To make it worse I got out of the house an hour early but 30 minutes late than when I should be out. So I was driving on I 70 and wanted to change my lane to my left. At the same time this lady wanted to get on to that lane from the other side, she didnot see me and she was getting on. Thank God I saw her and went back to my lane;  my car stumbled left and right , I thought I was about to be fliped on my side. But finally thanks to GOD my car was stable and I changed the lane and got next to the lady who by now was on the lane I was trying to get of off. I turn around to see who she is and a guy sitting next to her gave me the fingers. I am like what…..? I was so mad… it bothered me for about for like 30 minutes. For a girl that trys to forget about everything, that is very unusuall, I was so mad… But then I got over it. I have met some nice people too. And I should just count my blessings and just forget the ones that donot matter.

 At first, I did not get what the flowers on Google were for. A few links later it dawned on me – today is the first day of spring, tomorrow being the vernal equinox. Me, I am a tropical  cat, I could care less. But I know some people some place else   who were having some issues with the weather. 

Happy spring ye all!  

You know, I could have just pointed at the image to know what it was all about, instead of searching ….. and I say to myself what a wonderful world.

I also read that spring takes some time while booting –sucks for you. 

In the meantime, here is some beautiful music to make you feel all spring inside, flowers and shit. 

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One of the things I took out of my sociology class was observing my surroundings.

A girl plays a piano by the fire place, a foreigner just like me. Looking at her play made me want to learn how to play this amazing instrument. The girl plays something which is like magic, she totally unaware of her surroundings was looking out of the window and playing her heart out. I looked out side; it is so foggy it reminded me of Wendo Genet, could this girl be from the mountains? May be; And  she has this peaceful look when she plays. Two people passed her by, they never looked at her, they didn’t even comment. Then along came a boy, he has such a soft look to his eyes. The boy sat beside the girl, they didn’t talk much, but  started playing a piece that sure would get any passerby’s attention. Wow they look good performing together. Then  the popular girl came along and took the girl’s spot next to the boy. The popular girl played and left telling the girl she can have her place back. But the girl just sat on the couch facing the boy. The boy started playing another piece and this piece that makes you think of a stream,.. no actually more like a water  rising and falling due to a not so strong  wave near a beautiful beach. It was loud but silent, peaceful. It makes you feel like you went to a place where all trouble is gone. Yeah may be that is where the girl went when playing her piece. The girl is still on the couch facing the boy’s way, looking at him. How would I know she is looking at him? I don’t know but it would fit my story  and  I sure am looking at him. He stands up to leave and says thank  you. I didn’t hear her say a word. He leaves and she leaves a moment after.

Coming out of the story, it felt so good to be talking with Adduka after such a long time. She still keeps my spirit alive. 

 Sorry I am really sorry.  I don’t want to do it again. This is my first and may be the last if you agree to help me.

    Do you want to get your files back? That is so easy just do this. I want you to write a mail to

Zlovel_4evr@yahoo.com

stating how much I loved her.

You know… I gave her everything I had, my heart my phase…. all what I can and had but she gave me nothing except pain. Now she leaves me alone and I am felling now empty inside. I can’t to live without her. That is why I burnt your files. I know may be this file is vital for you as your mail is for me. Be sure I will give your files back without any damage. Be sure and trust me.

Take a minute from your busy time and write a nice message to her. Then you will get all  your files as befor.

Thank you for your cooperation. And I hope you will give me a pardon for my miss use of knowledge. I did it because I left with no other option.

Files I open from  my flash come back with nothing but the above message.Good thing I had back up for most of the files , with most being the key here. 

I have stooped so low as to posting this. 

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W’happening baby?

We now have at least, utmost and less than a year of blogging under our belts- that’s w’happening! Kudos to everyone who had been and is still writing on / reading this here site. I will momentarily stop typing to give myself a pat on the back. 

Looking back at my older posts I recognize that my bp (blogging prowess) has gone down by my own standards. I used to go for scrolls on end about almost nothing and I used to love it. I concede that lately my posts are getting shorter and far —–in—–between , and that they have not been giving me that pre – write – tingle.  

I hope I continue to blabber, and with fervor. 

 And I‘ve grown tired of all those ‘’I am so lonely (or horny is it?), depressed and stressed that I need a girl and got to finish school“ themed posts.

 By the power vested upon me by, um, myself, I declare the new year the year of understanding.  Twelve animals had to cross a river to be assigned the order in which they appear on the Chinese calendar. The rat traveled most of the journey on the ox’s back and when they came to shore it jumped off (literally) and was the one to land first. And hence the latest Chinese new year (the year of the rat), the first in the cycle.  

Sino murine and bovine affairs aside, understanding and everything else I need to live by are I feel integrated in the following: 

 Prayer for peace 

 Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.                

                 Where there is hatred, let me sow love;    

                 Where there is injury, pardon;                 

                 Where there is doubt, faith

                Where there is despair, hope;

               Where there is darkness, light;

              Where there is sadness, joy; 

O Divine Master, grant that I may seek not so much to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand ; to be loved as to love ; for it is in giving that we receive ;it is in pardoning that we are pardoned , and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life . Amen. 

  Prayer of St Francis 

 I also feel that a person from any religious persuasion and/or dissuasion can get down to the above. If not, here is a verse from Rumi:

         Should a person ask what there is to do                                                                   

         Light the candle on his hands 

Truth be told, I have never read his poems and when they would appear translated as   yeRumi  wub gitmoch” on Addis Admas  , I used to be like “who is this guy anyway?”  But a single verse has me wishing if I could find a collection of his poems and get a bigger dose (which I probably will not be doing). Let us face the music, eyes on the speakers: I write poems, I do not read them J I still can not believe I have started writing poems and I am not even sure if they are poems. But if they are, this is what I have got to say -my rhymes are lost on some of you. 

I wish we could have Senai and Samson posting. Among other things, the former could have told us about med school and the latter about Bale Mountains National Park (about the Nyalas, the cold , the dense forest , the forest fires which were still  raging last time he called –a week ago, …. ) 

Well folks, that is it for today. But I would like to say something before I go: 

Get out of my head and get into the bed girl!

 No, that is not it; 

Follow me to the cock side of life! 

That is not it either;

 Here is to rising bp’s  

Above all , here is to life: may it continue to provide us with something to push the mercury with. 

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 A mad man is not a person who happens to think different from the society, but rather it is a person whom the society happens to think different from.